The Weight of Expectation and the Promise of Time
A new chapter had begun, filled with both excitement and a subtle pressure. It started with a simple statement: “I can’t wait to see what you do.” This came from a figure poised to unlock critically important opportunities,especially given the current global climate and the long history of struggle.
My immediate thought drifted towards expected responses – calls for social justice,powerful performances steeped in tradition. Though, the gaze remained fixed on me, the individual entrusted with shaping the future of Black dance.
“Well,” I responded, eager to begin, “I’m excited to get moving in the studio.” I acknowledged the challenge, admitting I couldn’t guarantee a recreation of a masterpiece, but pledged to explore the possibilities.
“Do see!” came the encouraging reply. It was a call to ambition, a reminder not to underestimate my potential, even considering my past successes while balancing other commitments. Then came a story, a piece of wisdom gleaned from a different culture.
A slight pause followed, a moment to gauge my understanding. “You may know it.”
I confessed my unfamiliarity, prompting the revelation of a Swahili phrase: “Haraka haraka haina baraka.” It translates to hurry, hurry has no blessing.
The message was clear: true artistry requires patience. Fortunately, time and resources were available. And, crucially, I was encouraged to ask for what I needed – funding, stages, recognition.
My deepest desire was simple: to be recognized for my work. I wanted artistic directors and funders to know my name without hesitation, to actively seek my contributions, and to offer the respect my art deserved. This opportunity, through Briar House and its connection to a well-funded institute, held the potential to make that happen.
A handshake felt insufficient. instead, a warm hug offered a sense of welcome and support.Her scent was subtle and refined,her hair soft against my skin. It was a gesture that spoke volumes about the trust and belief placed in me.
This moment wasn’t just about a new job; it was about the weight of expectation, the promise of time, and the opportunity to create something truly meaningful. it was a chance to move forward, not with haste, but with intention and grace.